Below are the 5 most recent journal entries recorded in shoppingdiva's LiveJournal:

Tuesday, October 16th, 2007
10:29 pm	I'm such a disappointment Well I decided to update you all again well I took my midterm and lets just say I don't think I did a very good job on it. I have  never been so stressed and had such bad panick attacks like I did at this school or for this class. One is bad to cram two days before the test the other is you don't understand the material in the class and asked teacher still not working what do you do ahhh shit all you can learn in this class is slides and a big book to read which is bumbo jumbo grr don't understand it help :( If I just pass this class with a C that would be good. I should feel better that this midterm I finished I guess the worst is that I waited later and thought if I studied with someone be better next time whether I understand the material or not I guess just do it on my own and if I don't do well then oh well. I just want this semester to be over and hopefully in my next few weeks I shall know what I am doing for my spring semester and what college so I can get away from this college and drama also. Well thats my update all sorry its not pleasant but oh well :( Current Mood: sad (Comment on this)
12:50 pm	Well allot has been on my mind lately even though its not pleasant thoughts I feel I need to express them or I am going to explode like I have lately keep thinking about it over and over ahhh!  So I thought being here at a big University would be exciting new opportunity's new friends yada yada when in fact it wasn't that. The college is great just for me it isn't for my program all I do is sit in a big auditorium and take notes and then go online to take quizzes every week I was thinking what the heck how is this preparing me for the real fashion world. I was really disappointed because this was voted the big fashion school in the midwest, I also felt kinda panicky at such a big university since it was my first time being at a University. My first semester at this college has taught me some very valuable things in my life one is before going to a school see a    school syllabus talk to the fashion directors  see for tutoring and other things that I feel will be beneficial to me before starting school. I will be attending another college after December I haven't decided which one yet, it all has to do with which one I get into and which one I think will be the best fit for me. Kent State is a good school just not for my major, and for me it just feels to big and I kind of need a smaller environment, I also went through rush week to see which sorority I fit into I didn't  join any since I will be leaving this school I am kind of glad in a way also since I will be leaving schools and not stuck with a sorority that I don't want to join. I also have learned since I moved to Ohio who my real friends are so my friend Lisa, and Candance I thought were my friends but sadly once school started they really changed on me. When I told Lisa I was going to be leaving Kent she had a bitch of an attitude oh you are wasting money yada yada and you aren't giving it a chance and so on I find it funny when all she does is party and show off she sleeps with frat guys not something I would show off about. It also cracks me up since she just graducated hs she doesn't know anything about the real world it makes me mad when people that go to college all they do is party not want to do anything else they don't even feel bad about wasting their parents money, I will be honest I party sometimes not all the time, and I just can't stand it girls like Lisa who get stuff handed to them because rich momy and daddies ahh and t hey think they can treat people like shit. I am so freaken tired of being treated like shit I don't deserve this I will be so happy once I leave this school and be away from all this drama well I am off to study for my History of Costume Midterm wish me luck. Current Mood: frustrated (Comment on this)
Thursday, October 5th, 2006
7:40 pm	90's Kid You're a 90's kid if: You've ever ended a sentence with the word "SIKE!" You can sing the rap to "The Fresh Prince Of Bel Air" You remember when Kurt Cobain, Tupac, River Phoenix, and Selena died. You know that "WOAH" comes from Joey from "Blossom" and that "How Rude!" comes from Stephanie from "Full House" You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons. [Yeah, like when Rocky and Bullwinkle was MORE THAN JUST A MOVIE...granted it's much OLDER than a 90s cartoon, but still. It was on at 6 am in the 90s] You got super excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school. You remember reading "Goosebumps" You know the profound meaning of "Wax on, wax off" You have pondered why Smurfette was the only female smurf. You took plastic cartoon lunch boxes to school. you danced to "wannabe" by the Spice Girls, Females: had a new motto, Males: got a whole lot gay-er. (so tell me what you want, what you really really want.) You remember the craze then the banning of slap bracelets and slam books. You still get the urge to say "NOT" after (almost) every sentence...Not... Where in the world is Carmen San Diego? was both a game and a TV game show. Captain Planet. Legends of the Hidden Temple, Double Dare and Global Guts You knew that Kimberly, the pink ranger, and Tommy, the red* Ranger were meant to be together. To the last sentence you said.....hey...Tommy was the green* ranger!!!! *later to be white When playing power rangers with friends you fought over who got to be who............and still all ended up being tommy. Or all the girls ended up the Pink Ranger! You remember when super nintendo's became popular. You remember watching home alone 1, 2 , and 3........and tried to pull the pranks on "intruders" "I've fallen and I can't get up" You remember going to the skating rink before there were inline skates Two words... Trapper Keeper. You ever got injured on a Slip 'n' Slide You wore socks over leggings scrunched down You remember boom boxes vs. cd players You remember New Kids on The Block when they were cool You knew all the characters names and their life stories on "Saved By The Bell" You played and or collected "Pogs" You had at least one Tamagotchi, GigaPet or Nano and brought it everywhere You watched the original Care Bears, My Little Pony, and Ninja Turtles NANCY DREW AND THE HARDY BOYS WERE THE BEST MYSTERY BOOKS Yikes pencils and erasers were the stuff! All your school supplies were "Lisa Frank" brand.(pencils.notebooks.binders.etc.) You remember when the new Beanie Babies were always sold out. You used to wear those stick on earings, not only on your ears, but at the corners of your eyes. You remember a time before the WB. You've gotten creeped out by "Are You Afraid of the Dark?" You know the Macarena by heart. "Talk to the hand" You thought Brain woud finally take over the world You always said, "Then why don't you marry it!" You remember when everyone went slinky crazy. You remember when razor scooters were cool. when we were younger: -Before the MySpace frenzy. -Before the Internet & text messaging. -Before Sidekicks & iPods. -Before MIKE JONES -Before PlayStation2 or X-BOX. WHEN LIGHT UP SNEAKERS WERE KOOL When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs. When gas was $0.95 a gallon & Caller ID was a new thing. When we recorded stuff on VCRs & paid $3.50 for a movie. When we called the radio station to request songs to hear off our walkmans. When 2Pac and Biggie where alive. When the Chicago Bulls were the best team ever. bill-nye the science guy. MR RODGERS!!!! gulah gulah island "i know you are, but what am i" When Toys R Us overuled the mall. DID I DO THAAAAAAAAAT??? smud and yak back. skip it and bop it. Lamb Chop!!! Before we realized all this would eventually disappear who would have thought you'd miss the 90's so much!!!!! Your a 90's kid when you read this and smiled and laughed at least 5 of these. post this if your a 90's (Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 20th, 2006
10:59 pm	Today Well today didn't start out as the most greatest day I woke up with today cramps and was really bitchy god I really hate having periods guys are so lucky they don't have to go through this. Then later today my mom and I got into an argument she stormed out of the house and I was in my room crying aah she sometimes really pisses me off like she doesn't understand what I am going through grr! While she was out I was filling out applications for Children's Orchard in Huntington Beach. She came home she kinda cooled down she told me about a reciptionist job in Irvine that pays $10.13 to 15 some thats pretty good at a pet hospital or shelter it seemed nice. So she told me to get ready so I can drop my application off at Knotts Berry Farm. So I quickly filled out my application for Disney Store in South Coast, I got ready and was ready to go to Knotts Berry Farm I wasn't sure how it was going to go I felt so great I was in interview pants, cute cardian I felt presentable. I was shocked I saw people in grungy clothing and some where in mature farting and being obnxious what highschoolers. So I was called in had my little interviewer and the guy is like how would you like to be a merchandiser for a retail shop I said do they train, he's like ya I said ya that would be great. So my second interview is with Knotts tommorrow at 2:00 pm, then I went to First Page to pick up an application in Costa Mesa its a cute book store and then we went to Disney Store and dropped off my application and made an appointment for Thursday at 2:45 pm wow two interviews this week yay I can't wait :) So tommorrow will be busy wake up early for breakfast then go to my Line Dancing class at the gym home and shower then interview in the afternoon. So wish me luck everyone I hope I get a good job soon I really hope I get the Merchandising one at Knotts Berry Farm. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, April 7th, 2006
2:25 am	Today my mom and I had to like get up really early and go to Social Security Office fun huh right thats why we going there since we are struggling and stuff. Well it was weird they said my mom didnt qualify for food stamps and such because her income was to high but I qualified since I don't work which is good I guess. So we will be getting the food stamps in the mail soon so that should help for grocerries and such. Then after that my mom and I went to One Stop so I filled out a profile there on there computer and I looked at some jobs but none of interest yawn so I took information of the folder they gave and didnt stay long since I didnt want my mom to be bored waiting all that time so when its not crazy I will have her drop me and maybe I can work on my Resume there or go to one of the workshops there. It was so scary before we left my mom was freaking out about her keys so I offered to go on the elevator and I found it in the waiting area and there was they keys phew no one stole them ahh! After that I suggested let's try and go to the Yes program is a program that helped me with jobs I had back in Junior high and they can help you find jobs and such but it was closed great we rushed there for nothing *grin*. So then I am like well how about we go to Brooks College my mom is well let me see if I have map from Lakewood and she said call to make sure so I called they had an openign for tour and such so cool. I called my friend Michelle of how to get to the PCH since my mom and I didnt know great directions but took awhile to get there and I called we were going to be late they waited and were so nice for taking us in from so late at Brooks College. It is so funny I went to visit there when I went to Fidm after I graducated highschool I thought Fidm was the best and all that lol! Ya that is why I left Fidm because it was over pricey clique and so on.... So I went to visit Brooks College the people that work there were so nice it didnt seem clique at all the students that I did see were in laid back clothes and such and the tution was alot better then Fidm. So it was an awesome expierence there today and I am glad I got the chance to meet the two staff I met and they didnt push and let me talk and ask them questions that I had and they even stayed so late that was so nice. So I got a brosure and other info about there program so it might be where I might go in October if some how we come up with the money or find scholarships or something it would be simply  marvelous and awesome. The major that I like there is Fashion Merchandising with that degree you can do about anything be a stylist for tv shows like buy the clothes and help t he stars with it like for American Idol or something, help with fasion shows, have your own store the possibilities are endless. Yup if all works out for sure and such I will probaly go there partime if I get hired at Disney plus I feel safe in the daytime not night. What else happened after we left there we went to Rubys that they had nearby I did really good on my food today it was yummy food I dont eat all the time so it was fun there, and I text message Shara and JoAnne so that was fun hehe. Then when we got closer to HB we went to Petco to get some food for the Kittys and my mom is like they need a new scratcher we got that and wow Lucky went after it like anything haha! You should have saw him Amber crazyness! Then when we got home we watched the Brooks College dvd, and I was on myspace and changed my music background and such and yup that was my day peeps talk about today crazyness haha! Hugs, Shamaila (1 Comment |Comment on this)